| officially the greatest years of my life. time to retire this xangarf. gonna make a new one somewhere else....good luck finding it!!! heheeeeeee
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| i can't believe its actually coming to an end. not only this year of coordship....but 4 amazing years of living this dream.
i was gonna write more but then i started tearing up...so nevermind! haha
my first love....KABA MODERN <3 |
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| so yesterday i was at crawford for 9 hours by myself. not really by myself the whole time, but i was the only one who was there for that long. i went through 4 different waves of practices for different things, and saw 4 different generations come and go through out the night. i was super exhausted and by the end of the night i had to force myself to stay awake and keep my body moving. i was super overwhelmed with choreo and just consumed by modern in general. i missed out on alot of things too: my best friends filipino party, looking for a new house, gymnastics on the olympics, happy wednesday, blah blah blah. and as much as it sounds like im complaining right now, im really not. last night just made me remember why we do what we do and why we struggle so much to be there, regardless of how much we miss out on or how much we want to kill ourselves while were there haha. so yeah....i dont know where im going with this. nothing can really describe the happiness that crawford hall can bring to any of us i guess. im really lucky. rarely, people are fortunate enough to love their jobs.. i love mine so much nonetheless, and even though its a non paying job, its so much more rewarding in ways that money cant even compare to. blah THE END K BYE!!!!!!
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